Friday, June 5, 2009
6.5.09
As witnesses, we're responsible for reflecting and representing Him accurately. However, I'm finding it difficult to do so when the other party hurt me one way or the other. I look back and realize the moments and relationships that were lost because of my selfishness and stubborness to get past the hurt, which ultimately made the healing process slower and somewhat more painful. I'm caught in the mentality of "If only I had reacted this way.. if only I treated them this way.. if only I was a bit more understanding and giving.. then I wonder how those situations would have turned out.." I feel guilty and bad.. and hopefully this post will make my conscience feel a little bit better.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
3.24.09
-I wish I was in Korea.. not for the food, not to visit places, but to be under the care of my loving aunts, grandmother, and mom.
-Tuition is ridiculously expensive as a non-resident. God, I am begging that my residency will go through. During my prayers, praying about residency seems to be a last "oh, by the way God, please let residency go through" p.s.-kind-of-message. Not sure if it's because I don't feel as binded by my financial situation now or because I'm praying about so many other things.
-I need to discipline myself and plan out a schedule for next quarter. No excuses about being tired of work and school.
-I want to find time to go to the gym regularly.
-I haven't been able to cross off any of my resolutions yet. Boo.
-Every day, I go to work and by the end of the day, I wish I was elsewhere--most likely with my family on a break. I feel tired and I find myself not wanting to be productive after work. I've been trying to change this mentality by refreshing and renewing myself when I spend time with Him.
-I want it to be sunny and warm. No more cold windy rainy weather.
-I've been sleeping well over 8 hours the past couple of nights but I still feel exhausted.
-I don't want to burn out yet. Please.
-Tuition is ridiculously expensive as a non-resident. God, I am begging that my residency will go through. During my prayers, praying about residency seems to be a last "oh, by the way God, please let residency go through" p.s.-kind-of-message. Not sure if it's because I don't feel as binded by my financial situation now or because I'm praying about so many other things.
-I need to discipline myself and plan out a schedule for next quarter. No excuses about being tired of work and school.
-I want to find time to go to the gym regularly.
-I haven't been able to cross off any of my resolutions yet. Boo.
-Every day, I go to work and by the end of the day, I wish I was elsewhere--most likely with my family on a break. I feel tired and I find myself not wanting to be productive after work. I've been trying to change this mentality by refreshing and renewing myself when I spend time with Him.
-I want it to be sunny and warm. No more cold windy rainy weather.
-I've been sleeping well over 8 hours the past couple of nights but I still feel exhausted.
-I don't want to burn out yet. Please.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
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